Fri 17 Oct the
next morning after posting this I received a call from one of the GP's
at the surgery; the one who had called me when I was unable to walk). He
said that he had received the letter sent by the guy from the MCAT
team, asking they refered me to Neuro, and so he asked was there any
hospital I would prefer. i said no that I may as well stay with the one I
have been using as they know me and have my files. I also found a
voicemail on my phone on Friday, from social services, whom I called.
This GP had called them and asked they sent an Occupational Therapist to
assess my home environment. They told me it may take a few weeks. The GP asked had they called, and I told him yes and thanked him.
Soon after the post come and in an unsealed envelope the letter asking for my referral to be made.
So I await the appointment.
Yesterday Thursday 16 Oct I called the surgery to have a GP write out another sick cert for me to receive benefits. They said I had to talk to the GP who is dealing with my case. I awaited her call. I explained how I had collapsed about 2 weeks ago and now was walking but not strong in my back. I collected my sick cert and once again she had written I had Artheritis of my knees. (which I don't have but I will not argue just send to the benifit people as required.
Regarding the Bioelectromagnitics, I have deduced from my understanding of that I need to make sure my body is helped to vibrate at the correct frequency and so each day walk on the earth, and this has reduced and stopped the vibrating, so i believe I have found the solution.
I have improved in strength since last week, and back doing the knee exercises given to me.
I have another avenue I have been looking into, that of vibrating, for I feel vibrations in my body most days and have decided to deduce what is causing them. I know tiredness seems to be a variable that increases the strength of the vibrations felt in my body.
I made a thread regarding it on Facebook
https://www.facebook.com/louise.clarke.7505/posts/10204144096816257
Here I write
Thinking,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,my body vibrates, has done for a few years now.
Told drs ,,,they dont know,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,got 4 roads to look down
1, Physio-psychological (general) a made up term by me,,,like general sense, of word, mass programming.
2, ELF..electronic frequency
3, Demonic ; which work on frequency waves.
4, Repressed body memory
5, Programed body instructions
I first searched re Physical medical realm on net and found many sites with threads where people describe similar sensations, where they have had tests for everything it seems and still obtained no answers. Although I did notice a common theme of spinal problems, and the sensations related to the spinal area involved. Some of which were L5/S1 which is where i had surgery, and also the area where I felt my muscle switch off and resulting in my collapsing on the 25th.
I then looked at ELF, and noted yes I live right next to a tower and yes when I returned recently from the coast I was feeling OK, but as soon as I returned home I became tired and vibrated strongly, so I went back to the coast this Monday gone to see if the vibrations stopped. They didn't although they were not so strong.
But I also note I am less stressed at the coast, but have more comforts there like a bath and a good bed, and the sea.
I returned back to London to attend my physio appointment for my knees Wednesday.
She said she had spoken to her college who assessed me for the MCAT team and he had told her he has written to my GP to refer me to Neuro for a diagnosis.
I informed her of how I had collapsed since last seeing her but was back doing her exercises now.She said I no longer needed appointments with her as I just needed to continue doing the knee exercises she had given me.
She also gave me a sheet with exercises for my back on.
I told her how I spend a lot of time lying down as my back is too weak to sit up for long, she told me to try to avoid laying down as that makes the work I do to strengthen my knees become ineffective.
So since Wednesday I have been pushing myself to sit and move about rather than lay down. What I found is that this tired me somewhat and results in stronger body vibrations occuring, so confirms somewhat that tiredness is involved.
But also I have a friend who is very knowledgeable who suggested the vibration may be coming from me and that a way to know would be to try and increase/decrease.
This I tried to do and found yes if I focused on, like tensed up, like holding my breath sort of, I could stop the vibrations temporarily.
I therefore went on to learn more about frequencies and Bioelectromagnetics
Bioelectric and Bioelectromagnetic Fundamental Principles of Living Cells
Fundamental Principles of Bioelectric and Bioelectromagnetic Disorders of Living Cells
So now I am looking into how I can better stablize my body frequencies.
Ihave found dancing improves my strength in muscles, and am now looking at the effects of activity and also music. I will update on my findings next week.
3 October Well it seems I have weekly updates to give, so I better get this one done before next week arrives. Following on from last weeks report here on the 23 September which was Tuesday, I stood up to go shopping on Thursday and a muscle in the lower part of my spine went loose and i was not longer able to stand up, my back had collapsed. I am familiar with this happening and know just lay still and don't fret or all the muscles will lock and cause pain.
I posted on Facebook what had happened and a friend said she would come over and another would come to collect me the following day and take me back to the sea, where I have bed and support. When my back collapses I am not able to walk , stand or sit,,I use a zima frame to move but it is extremely hard for when I lift it off the ground I am not able to support my body, all my strength is in my upper body and arms so very tiring.
I called my GP surgery to report it and see what they could do, they said call back in the morning. Through the night I come to realise it would not be a good idea for me to go to the sea and I would need to get up stairs once I arrived; which would involve me lifting my whole body. I realised I may not be able to do this once there and therefore was concerned with what would that mean. I recognised I would need to be taken to hospital there but unable to sit would need streacher. I decided instead to call GP surgery in the morning and ask them to help me. I called at 8am, the receptionist said he would get a GP to call me,they would be calling around 11.30 am. The time came and went, I waited until about 2.30pm and then asked my friend at sea to call them and ask what was happening, as I had run out of phone credit. She did so and was told I was on the list for the Dr to call. around 5pm still no call and I also was aware I was not passing urine, which I had been told by my other friend; an Occupational therapist this was not good as toxins would build in body. I told her how in the past yes my body had swollen up and felt like a tight band around my waist, (which you can see I have draw also in the art at the side of this blog.)
When the tightness got so bad and i felt like I would explode and well in a sense I did as I stood I projected sick everywhere. So she said no I needed to go to hospital.
My friend called GPs again and they said the Dr will call, but will then say get an ambulance. So I called an ambulance, and because I said No I don't have pain, only cant walk, stand or sit, so can't get to hospital, I was told No I couldnt have an ambulance as based on what i say cant send emergency ambulance so call doctor again, but she recognised i had, or call 111.
I could call 111 and they could assess me and may get me an ambulance. So I waited for the GP to call instead as I knew if he refered me I would be seen quicker at hospital. He called 7.39 pm.
I told him of my predicament, he said call Social services, although they were now closed until Monday, as I needed food. I asked him about him refering he said no I needed to call them. I said about how my friend says I need an environmental assessment for my manouring in my home, he said that is an Occupational therapists job, he could refer me to one but not to Social services. He said he would make a referal for me to Occupational therapy.
I asked what could he do re my back, he said only give pain killer and support. I said no I wasn't in pain but not passing urine. He told me to call an ambulance. I told him that i had tried and was refused and told to call 111, and i asked could he call one, he said NO.
I decided not to go to hospital as it was evening and would be stressful and I would need to get assessed on phone, then if they argeed to give me an ambulance, I may wait forever at hospital, being low priority, and would do better to try and relax my body and pass urine by massaging my bladder. The next day Saturday I was somewhat stronger, in that I could manouver around my home on the zima frame without the feeling coming from my muscles like one wrong move and they would tear. I proceeded to improve and had a friend come and get freash veg for me which I made a soup with, plus I managed to drive to Chinese herb shop on Monday to buy Gou Qui Berries to strenghten me. Today I am not in need of any walking aid.
Next week I return to the Physiotherapist I see for my knees, which yes I am able again to do the exercises she gave me.
